I keep coming back to the beach. It's quiet and the sun is not quite up yet. I can hear the water. It's so peaceful and the smell is so comforting. It feels like home. Then I open my eyes and I'm in fuck ass Florida dealing with this fuck ass shit. Everything sucks! The… Continue reading Back to the beach
Category: Writing
A dumping ground for half-baked ideas, weird stories, and sentences I might regret later.
The Great Lock-In 2025: The Final Review
I started The Great Lock-In because I was exhausted of my own bullshit. Exhausted from dreaming and doing nothing. Exhausted from rewatching shows and doomscrolling while time went by. I was miserable and was constantly complaining about how I hated where my life was heading to. How could I say I wanted to be active… Continue reading The Great Lock-In 2025: The Final Review
The Great Lock-In 2025: Week 15 Check-In
My Mantra: “Consistency over intensity. Progress over perfection.” This Week’s Vibe: Trusting the Process 🏆 The Weekly Lowdown Health & Body: Bloody Strong! The Scene: My period was heavy but I was determined to get in the gym. Win: I finished my workout program strong! I can definitely say that I've gained strength during this workout block. Next: Rest, recover, and… Continue reading The Great Lock-In 2025: Week 15 Check-In
The Great Lock-In 2025: Week 14 Check-In
My Mantra: “Consistency over intensity. Progress over perfection.” This Week’s Vibe: Integration & Community 🏆 The Weekly Lowdown Career & Biz: The Strategic Pause The Scene: I’m on a break from my planner and workbook. The Insight: This isn't quitting. It's a strategic pause to find a balance that I can sustain and prevent burnout. I'm not disappointed because I saw… Continue reading The Great Lock-In 2025: Week 14 Check-In
The Great Lock-In 2025: Week 13 Check-In
My Mantra: “Consistency over intensity. Progress over perfection.” This Week’s Vibe: Rest & Recognition 🏆 The Weekly Lowdown Health & Body: The Foundation Holds The Scene: A short week, a cozy holiday, and a fucking cold 🤧. Win: Despite feeling sick, I got all my priority workouts done and stuck to my meal prep. The core habits are truly automatic now.… Continue reading The Great Lock-In 2025: Week 13 Check-In
My Dad Died
Well, not my biological dad. The man who (kinda) raised me died. He was my mom's friend and I grew up around him. I don't think I ever expressed that to him. I have a very strange relationship with death as a 36 year old, I imagine I didn't really care about it when I… Continue reading My Dad Died