The Court Of Curiosity

I had to look at myself and ask if I was actually trying to change my life. I mean, I say I want to, but what do my actions tell me? When I’m honest about it, I don’t think I’m putting in ENOUGH effort, and that sucks. I’m low-key scared of going all in. I think my subconscious is afraid of what the change could look like, so self-sabotage is my go-to.

I know that this is all a part of the journey. I know that I have to stick to the plan, but goodness gracious. It’s been very humbling☺️.

Being on this journey hasn’t been easy, but looking back at where I came from, I can see that I’m not the same person, and that’s the goal, so yeah. I am happy with the progress that I’ve made so far, but I think I’m ready to ‘kick it up a notch.’

I heard about a ‘Sprint Month’. It’s when you give yourself a month of ‘Bold, Consistent Action’. I saw a TikTok creator talking about it. I’ve been doing something like this since the beginning of the year, but I do think I have the ability to go harder. Not in a toxic way; I don’t like the over exaggeration of ‘hustling’. I just have a clear idea of the person I want to be and I need to stop making excuses. Like, I’ve been trying to run a mile straight for over a year but when it’s time to run, I’ll push it off until I forget about it completely. I don’t want to do that anymore. I’m ready to push myself. I have a Google course to finish, I’m sticking to a work out and running plan and I’m going to be consistent with my hobbies. I think that would be a good way to close out the first quarter of the year.

Anyway, I hope that if you are on a journey of self-improvement, you never stop working on yourself. Love you 🤎✨